Baby D dropped in to visit! :D

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11 Jan 2010

Apparently I haven't updated anything on cyberworld about my results. Hahahahaha. (Long lecture ahead.)

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10 - 2 = 8.

Raw 10, bonus 8. For L1R5.

Everyone didn't expect me to do that well. Neither did I. But I really don't like it when you say I'm undeserving. Only I can say I don't deserve these results, you can't. That's basic respect.

AND, only I can say Art saved me, you can't. No one else can. Because you weren't the one who took Art. I was the one. And I placed a bet on it, then I won. Even Mr Tan and Mr Lim thought I would only get an A2/B3.

Emotional turmoil I'll say while waiting for the damn results. I had to read and reply the gay messages brother sent me. I had to see Sophia Saw crying, I had to hold back my tears till I get my results slip. I had to see Mr Ng telling me I passed Amath. Then I had to have my results slip and letter, not knowing how the bloody hell to calculate the scores cos I couldn't understand the freaking paper. I had to tore the bloody letter with shaky hands. I had to search everywhere for that few letters which would tell me my L1R5. Then I cried.

I was crying for joy, I think. I expected something like 15. But then everything changed. It just changed. I am getting results better than or equivalent to peers who did better than me for the whole of Secondary years. My prelim score was an embarrassing 29. I flew to a whoppin' 10. I still failed Chem, that I regret. But the effort for Chem, I admit, was hardly noticeable. I literally gave up on Chem to save SS. A1 for Combined Hume, I swear I could eat the whole of F451 down now. The subject I thought I KNEW I WAS GOING TO SCREW UP. Isn't that what everyone says? Oh, I love Siva. Thank you for the single digits in Summary. I got A1 now, proud? Disappointing Emath and Bio, ): The subjects I had most confidence in.. especially Bio. ):

TO KTYX, CXY, LYK & SRX: I PASSED MY AMATHS! OMG. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! THANKS KTYX FOR THE NIGHTS AT KFC AND MOS TEACHING ME YOUR TECHNIQUES. THANKS ALL OF YOU FOR ASKING ME TO EITHER TRUST MYSELF OR TRUST YOU GUYS.

At least this is a new start. I proved myself, to a certain extent. I might not have done as well as those straight A's people. But this is good enough for me. Good enough. I don't have to care about your raw score of 6, 7 or 8. I'm happy enough.

Now still in a dilemma. Try for AC? Apply for SA? Or go NY? Having a score that is neither here nor there is a big pain. Bzzzzz.

(I'm not pointing to anyone, just general. It kinda sucks to have people telling you, "WTF! You get 10?? Better than me sia! HOW COME???? Oh, cos you got A1 for Art what.. -.- ")

THE D-DAY IS EFFING OVER. WOOHOOOOOO!

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Usuals went to 163 for tzi char, hahaha. Then 1/2 of usuals rounded up the day at my place playing WII (ktyx's which we spent quite a long time finding the hole to insert, I mean, the port to insert.) , hehehe, and delivering stale milk to jkwq at 2am in the morning (and coming back at 4plus) just so she can fall sick to pon sch. But her stomach too power, no effects at all!! HAHAHA, ktyx damn sad, her plans failed. We were damn high singing in my room. Slept at 6 something. Woke up at 11. Had alot of eggs-- scrambled, cheesy, green tea and doritos. Keep nua-ing until 3plus then leave. USUALS! :D

So now, the question is.. AC, SA or NY?? Think alot of people are going for SA, cos too many people scoring 9, 10, 11 with 2 bonus points. I want to try for AC, but its far and filled with rich snobs. SA is 40 minutes away, but too holy. NY is damn far, but I don't know why I'm considering it.

Hell.

Actually, I still want to go NP, but the question is what course? Even I am not certain. With 4days to decide my future, I really don't know how to react. What do I do? &it's really hard to stay sensitive during this period. I don't know how to express my thoughts without hurting anyone unintentionally, I am not trying to offend anyone.
Everyone wants me to go to JC, my parents, my brother, my relatives. But will I really be able to make it through in there? I want to have faith in myself too.

BAKING.

YEAH, HELL YEAH. A BRILLIANT BAKER IS COMING OVER TO MY PLACE TML TO SIFTSIEVE FLOUR! :D

hehehehe, very asscited! :D wooohooo. its been ages since I've saw fuzzywuzzy! :D and hopefully jessica can make it tml as well. :D :D :D :D :D

&FUZ'S gonna be the 5th person from BP I'll be seeing ever since Prom and Cambodia trip! Yeah, I'm finally getting a life with the BP family. 

Huhuhu, continuing from the update while I was in Malaysia, I did get to eat all the food I wanted to, yes, and had Penang Laksa like 3 times during the 5 days trip, damn mouthwatering good! I also had the spiciest wanton mee I've ever eaten in my whole life, the saltiest corn I've ever tasted and the besterererest best MUAH CHEE! Omg, damn good. Ahhhhhhhhh, had some weird chicken sharkfin one night. I really really really dislike flower crab, their pincers are so damn skinny and small! And the only part I eat is that! Well, sometimes I'd go for the body too, but its tough job! Hahahaha. Yeah, so I've return from Mom's hometown, bring my dearest cousins and aunt back with us.

We spent the next few days going to almost everywhere that typical tourists would go, the Zoo, Orchard, Bugis, Marina Barrage (I LOVE THIS PLACE.), SG Flyer, hmm, can't remember. We had good homecooked meals by 3 wonderful housewives, 1 half-failed baking session and a damn good steamboat dinner, with round2 at 1am. It was good time spent at the new place, felt like some sorta chalet. Hehehe, swam and sauna-ed like nobody's business. Life's good. (:

Then, I spent the days after at home, eyes glued to the screen, starting with where I stopped at Autumn's Concerto and alot of movies, yes, it's Harry Potter! :D

Oh, and I met QW (the 4th! after es, yk and rx) at CWP Mac to just talk and talk and talk, hahaha, I know she missed me alot. HAHAHAHA.

It's Thursday already, boo, I'm still broke. And very much in love with Taeyang's Wedding Dress.

Alright, catch me next time! (:

well, maybe it's my fault for even starting this issue, sorry okay. but then again, it's you who started the whole thing. so what now?

It's been awhile, hahaha. After O's, I mean. Haven't really spent those days as well as I wanted to. Main highlights were Red Camp, Prom and Cambodia trip. And yeap, I'm in Jawi (somewhere along Penang) and getting bitten by mosquitoes. I'm actually at my mom's mom's place. :D

I've so far, satisfied my cravings for penang laksa, bak ku teh, kway teow soup and waiting for hokkien mee, fried kway teow, what else? No idea, hahahahaha. Everyone's still asleep. T_T I couldn't fall asleep after waking up to peee.

Hahhahahahah, anyone missed me? :D

tanto tiempo.

shit okay, bio mcq was total shit. ): my full marks is flying away, far from me.


and i'm damn tired now. think i'll be sleeping soon. gonna be watching 2012 tml with cliqueeee! :D and talktalk session. heheheh. :B

should be staying at the new place tml too, will be getting my ass down to doing those belated cards. (:


adios for now.

hohohoho.

to ahchua: I didn't update cos I skipped to somewhere else recently! This blog is kept alive by long naggings, sooooo.. maybe I'll update when I need to rant! :D

Alright, it's been an exhausting week. Arting everyday till evening, with the latest record being 10pm! :D in second place is 8pm. CHAMPION! \m/

HAHAHAHAHA, had 12 hours today. The P came and went, tiring day..

Gotta tie loose ends for prep, squeeze in more acrylics, pastel, charcoal etc. mediums during weekend! Going back to sch tml. Hahahahaha, art is never abandoned. T_T

Okay, going to pass TTH her homework now!

I AM DROPPING AMATH. I'm a little excited and happy actually, but guilty and demoralised too. Oh well, who cares! I've gotta concentrate and prioritize! Meeting with the P sure made me reflect..

Alright.

byebye, <3

Mad Happy.

(:

Had a great day today! Thoroughly balanced! :D

Chem in the morning, met ahchua and ktyx at JE for Amath in the afternoon. Walking to IMM at 7 for Fish&Co. Walking to Jurong Town Hall for 176. Walking home, Home.

Much walking and talking and being crazy. Did some no-lifers thing during dinner. Hahahahhahahaha. Mad happy! :D

"Is this called elbow?"

"EH! WHY YOU TIE UP YOUR MOUTH AH?" , "HEY! I'm speaking from my ears! :D"

-insidejoke-
then..

I MARRIED BINOMIALS TODAY! HAHAHA, I'm gonna learn it well! (: thanks, ktyx! :D

Good study session today. (: