SAN'd!

2010-05-11T15:42:00.001+08:00

Baby D dropped in to visit! :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

11 Jan 2010

2010-01-12T16:37:00.003+08:00

Apparently I haven't updated anything on cyberworld about my results. Hahahahaha. (Long lecture ahead.)

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10 - 2 = 8.

Raw 10, bonus 8. For L1R5.

Everyone didn't expect me to do that well. Neither did I. But I really don't like it when you say I'm undeserving. Only I can say I don't deserve these results, you can't. That's basic respect.

AND, only I can say Art saved me, you can't. No one else can. Because you weren't the one who took Art. I was the one. And I placed a bet on it, then I won. Even Mr Tan and Mr Lim thought I would only get an A2/B3.

Emotional turmoil I'll say while waiting for the damn results. I had to read and reply the gay messages brother sent me. I had to see Sophia Saw crying, I had to hold back my tears till I get my results slip. I had to see Mr Ng telling me I passed Amath. Then I had to have my results slip and letter, not knowing how the bloody hell to calculate the scores cos I couldn't understand the freaking paper. I had to tore the bloody letter with shaky hands. I had to search everywhere for that few letters which would tell me my L1R5. Then I cried.

I was crying for joy, I think. I expected something like 15. But then everything changed. It just changed. I am getting results better than or equivalent to peers who did better than me for the whole of Secondary years. My prelim score was an embarrassing 29. I flew to a whoppin' 10. I still failed Chem, that I regret. But the effort for Chem, I admit, was hardly noticeable. I literally gave up on Chem to save SS. A1 for Combined Hume, I swear I could eat the whole of F451 down now. The subject ~~I thought~~ I KNEW I WAS GOING TO SCREW UP. Isn't that what everyone says? Oh, I love Siva. Thank you for the single digits in Summary. I got A1 now, proud? Disappointing Emath and Bio, ): The subjects I had most confidence in.. especially Bio. ):

TO KTYX, CXY, LYK & SRX: I PASSED MY AMATHS! OMG. THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! THANKS KTYX FOR THE NIGHTS AT KFC AND MOS TEACHING ME YOUR TECHNIQUES. THANKS ALL OF YOU FOR ASKING ME TO EITHER TRUST MYSELF OR TRUST YOU GUYS.

At least this is a new start. I proved myself, to a certain extent. I might not have done as well as those straight A's people. But this is good enough for me. Good enough. I don't have to care about your raw score of 6, 7 or 8. I'm happy enough.

Now still in a dilemma. Try for AC? Apply for SA? Or go NY? Having a score that is neither here nor there is a big pain. Bzzzzz.

(I'm not pointing to anyone, just general. It kinda sucks to have people telling you, "WTF! You get 10?? Better than me sia! HOW COME???? Oh, cos you got A1 for Art what.. -.- ")

THE D-DAY IS EFFING OVER. WOOHOOOOOO!

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Usuals went to 163 for tzi char, hahaha. Then 1/2 of usuals rounded up the day at my place playing WII (ktyx's which we spent quite a long time finding the hole to insert, I mean, the port to insert.) , hehehe, and delivering stale milk to jkwq at 2am in the morning (and coming back at 4plus) just so she can fall sick to pon sch. But her stomach too power, no effects at all!! HAHAHA, ktyx damn sad, her plans failed. We were damn high singing in my room. Slept at 6 something. Woke up at 11. Had alot of eggs-- scrambled, cheesy, green tea and doritos. Keep nua-ing until 3plus then leave. USUALS! :D

So now, the question is.. AC, SA or NY?? Think alot of people are going for SA, cos too many people scoring 9, 10, 11 with 2 bonus points. I want to try for AC, but its far and filled with rich people... SA is 40 minutes away.. NY is damn far, and I don't know why I'm considering it.

Hell.

Edit: I got posted to SAJC!
Actually, I still want to go NP, but the question is what course? Even I am not certain. With 4days to decide my future, I really don't know how to react. What do I do? &it's really hard to stay sensitive during this period. I don't know how to express my thoughts without hurting anyone unintentionally, I am not trying to offend anyone.
Everyone wants me to go to JC, my parents, my brother, my relatives. But will I really be able to make it through in there? I want to have faith in myself too.

BAKING.

2009-12-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

YEAH, HELL YEAH. A BRILLIANT BAKER IS COMING OVER TO MY PLACE TML TO ~~SIFT~~SIEVE FLOUR! :D

hehehehe, very asscited! :D wooohooo. its been ages since I've saw fuzzywuzzy! :D and hopefully jessica can make it tml as well. :D :D :D :D :D

&FUZ'S gonna be the 5th person from BP I'll be seeing ever since Prom and Cambodia trip! Yeah, I'm finally getting a life with the BP family.

Huhuhu, continuing from the update while I was in Malaysia, I did get to eat all the food I wanted to, yes, and had Penang Laksa like 3 times during the 5 days trip, damn mouthwatering good! I also had the spiciest wanton mee I've ever eaten in my whole life, the saltiest corn I've ever tasted and the besterererest best MUAH CHEE! Omg, damn good. Ahhhhhhhhh, had some weird chicken sharkfin one night. I really really really dislike flower crab, their pincers are so damn skinny and small! And the only part I eat is that! Well, sometimes I'd go for the body too, but its tough job! Hahahaha. Yeah, so I've return from Mom's hometown, bring my dearest cousins and aunt back with us.

We spent the next few days going to almost everywhere that typical tourists would go, the Zoo, Orchard, Bugis, Marina Barrage (I LOVE THIS PLACE.), SG Flyer, hmm, can't remember. We had good homecooked meals by 3 wonderful housewives, 1 half-failed baking session and a damn good steamboat dinner, with round2 at 1am. It was good time spent at the new place, felt like some sorta chalet. Hehehe, swam and sauna-ed like nobody's business. Life's good. (:

Then, I spent the days after at home, eyes glued to the screen, starting with where I stopped at Autumn's Concerto and alot of movies, yes, it's Harry Potter! :D

Oh, and I met QW (the 4th! after es, yk and rx) at CWP Mac to just talk and talk and talk, hahaha, I know she missed me alot. HAHAHAHA.

It's Thursday already, boo, I'm still broke. And very much in love with Taeyang's Wedding Dress.

Alright, catch me next time! (:

well, maybe it's my fault for even starting this issue, sorry okay. but then again, it's you who started the whole thing. so what now?

2009-12-07T10:34:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile, hahaha. After O's, I mean. Haven't really spent those days as well as I wanted to. Main highlights were Red Camp, Prom and Cambodia trip. And yeap, I'm in Jawi (somewhere along Penang) and getting bitten by mosquitoes. I'm actually at my mom's mom's place. :D

I've so far, satisfied my cravings for penang laksa, bak ku teh, kway teow soup and waiting for hokkien mee, fried kway teow, what else? No idea, hahahahaha. Everyone's still asleep. T_T I couldn't fall asleep after waking up to peee.

Hahhahahahah, anyone missed me? :D

2009-11-13T00:37:00.001+08:00

tanto tiempo.

shit okay, bio mcq was total shit. ): my full marks is flying away, far from me.

and i'm damn tired now. think i'll be sleeping soon. gonna be watching 2012 tml with cliqueeee! :D and talktalk session. heheheh. :B

should be staying at the new place tml too, will be getting my ass down to doing those belated cards. (:

adios for now.

hohohoho.

2009-09-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

to ahchua: I didn't update cos I skipped to somewhere else recently! This blog is kept alive by long naggings, sooooo.. maybe I'll update when I need to rant! :D

Alright, it's been an exhausting week. Arting everyday till evening, with the latest record being 10pm! :D in second place is 8pm. CHAMPION! \m/

HAHAHAHAHA, had 12 hours today. The P came and went, tiring day..

Gotta tie loose ends for prep, squeeze in more acrylics, pastel, charcoal etc. mediums during weekend! Going back to sch tml. Hahahahaha, art is never abandoned. T_T

Okay, going to pass TTH her homework now!

I AM DROPPING AMATH. I'm a little excited and happy actually, but guilty and demoralised too. Oh well, who cares! I've gotta concentrate and prioritize! Meeting with the P sure made me reflect..

Alright.

byebye, <3

Mad Happy.

2009-09-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

(:

Had a great day today! Thoroughly balanced! :D

Chem in the morning, met ahchua and ktyx at JE for Amath in the afternoon. Walking to IMM at 7 for Fish&Co. Walking to Jurong Town Hall for 176. Walking home, Home.

Much walking and talking and being crazy. Did some no-lifers thing during dinner. Hahahahhahahaha. Mad happy! :D

"Is this called elbow?"

"EH! WHY YOU TIE UP YOUR MOUTH AH?" , "HEY! I'm speaking from my ears! :D"

-insidejoke-
then..

I MARRIED BINOMIALS TODAY! HAHAHA, I'm gonna learn it well! (: thanks, ktyx! :D

Good study session today. (:

Always..

2009-09-05T00:35:00.003+08:00

It's been a week.

Monday passed with dramatic endings. I cried (touchy! &sensitive!), I watched The Proposal, I played badminton, I walked home with ktyx, I had a dead phone. But I enjoyed the day.

Tuesday was filled with epic moments, I almost fought a monkey, I felt somethings were overrated. I ate much carbs, I had a hour long bus ride which was damn cold. I enjoyed the day.

Wednesday wasn't very good. We got back results. Disappointed is an understatement, Social Studies was sad. English was sad. So was Bio, although I did okay (in Ms Aza's words, albeit I didn't plunge straight into C-range). Then I went for Art, had a long discussion, understood more things. Realised I need the Feeling before I can hold my brush. I was glad Wednesday passed.

Thursday was the same. Disappointment as usual, Chem sucked much. I should spend every living moment with Mat.Lim now, or maybe some Chem Pros. We had much time on our hands. I felt stupid for being so dense. One after another, when will I know how to stop? Lunch was disastrously awkward (much my fault), Library was very cold. I had a near stomach-flu feeling, sat in toilet for 3o mins or so. Waited for bestie K. Thursday was over that way. Slept early too. Felt a little emo.

Friday was nothing but much fun at the end. Morning was a little pissed off, I HAVE AN ATOMIC BOMB IN MY BAG! HAHAHA, just a little. The same joke gets boring after some time afterall. Then it was speech, guilt-ridden. Afterwhich I was trapped in a room for 1h 20mins listening to something I should have done last year. But after coming so far, I think I should stick to it, and persevere somemore. If there are people who wants to help, I should stop being stupid and learn to accept. So I missed PE, the last PE lesson. Thanks alot, smart brain hidden in my thick skull! MT was doing Math, I miss answering questions during MT lessons. Nothing much after that. Ate KFC 2 piece chicken after 10+ weeks, since June, I think. Fats. Went back to Art, waited for the Feeling, painted. Going to concentrate much on Prep next week, 2 more Mondays only..

THEN! I reached home at 7.50~ with a dead phone. Only recieved the msges and missed calls at 8! Reached court at 8.30, watched, played, AND I WILL BECOME AN AHBENG WHO KNOWS HOW TO PLAY BADMINTON AND WILL KNOW HOW TO DEFEND HERSELF! HAHAHAHA, WATCH OUT, AH CHUA! :DDDD

yeap, then, I went home at 10, bought mac for sister. (very fattening) and watched mingzhong till 11. Only finished showering at uhm.. 11.50? Was singing very loudly in the toilet. Brother's friends heard me, very embarrassing.

I think I just rambled alot. Don't know why. Need to let it out of my system.

Been feeling a little down and a little up. What's wrong? ):

2009-08-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

I almost lost..

2009-08-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

my damn cute sideburns and swishy ponytail.

&I think I lost, a friend.

Permanently or temporary, I don't know.

But I gained, salvaged a friendship between a dearest friend who've been around but we only got closer recently. Dearest H, I'll be by the phone whenever you need me. Don't worry too much and think about all the stuffs you really hate. (:

It feels great when you help someone.

But the feeling depletes a million times worse when you can't help.

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I'm still feeling terrible.

You have the rights to be mad, surely, but is it that bad that you can't holler at me? Can't just shout out your displeasures, and let me know straight up front? It doesn't feel right, to have you not talking to me.

K. Tell me, will you?

&all along, I've thought speaking up is the best form of communication. Yes, clique still gives me the warmth I appreciate. Because, all we do is to communicate. Good thing or bad, we thrash it out and I'm still more than happy to have gained H back, because we talked.

Talking, might not mean doing. But talking connects, it bonds, it clears the air, so why won't you?

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Maybe I shouldn't be saying so much.

Maybe I was just a bad friend from the start. I am too dense to sense your unhappiness, I couldn't get to you fast enough, to offer you the support you need. I didn't wait, I didn't do what a friend should have done. And most of all, I couldn't do anything after which to pull you out of that hole, to make you talk to me again.

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This sucks. Alot. Alot. Alot. Alot. Alot. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

):

I won't cry anymore. I know it can't help things. Thanks for waking me up, R. Thanks for letting me know what much wrong I've been doing. And sorry.

Regrets.

2009-08-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

FOR BESTIE K!

2009-08-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy. Yes. Definitely.

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NEXT WEEK, last lap for ART! :DDDDDDDD
paper 1 finishing soon. but prep ain't completed. left.. 60%? Need to do more acrylics for prep. ):

ONLY LEFT BIO&CHEM! Killer, both paper2 on Monday. I should become chao mugger for the weekend. :D

Realised I've been going home with Bestie K for 4 days this week, cool uh! He's so zhongseqingyou. Haha, mannn, don't think I don't know hor. I can see cos I'm smart! :D Don't worry, I won't tell anyone, I'll keep your secret. That's what besties are for. :D

MY AUNT! YOU MUST RECITE ONE 好词好句 to me everyday, don't forget! :D I AM GONNA WATCH NC16 MOVIES, COME, COME AND STALK ME! HAHAHAHA. :D

I.. wanna eat subway. T-T

2009-08-16T23:31:00.001+08:00

I'm dumb, but you're worse. You're an ass. Wish you aren't in my life. Fart-tart.

Add-on: It'll be a miracle if I actually pass Amath. Wouldn't count on it though.

my days..

2009-08-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

Went to watch planes on Sunday with Family down at East Coast, haha. Yeap, I'm still loving Daryl. Sucha sweetie.

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Monday was pretty much moping around and getting bribed my mama, who instilled this 'Reward for Work' system, and viola, I got 10bucks for clearing out some drawers and shifting the furni in the room. :D

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Eng and SS Prelims over! :D

Vocab for Eng was hard, not looking forward to getting papers back.
SS was alright. :D I liked SEQ, disliked SBQ much.

LONG DAY IT WAS FOR ME! HAHA, people like Hebe Hiam (read: Hey-b He-yum) reached home at 10.40 and watched I Do for the whole day! (no lah, she had tuition too. :D)

And I reached home at 6.20? After gossiping beneath the sky, rescuing my tablecloth, interrupting Sec 3 O'art class and going on Imeem's 30 seconds songs shuffle with Fuzzy.

You Are My Only, MY ONLY ONE! :D

19th. Bless me.

Anyway, I'm afraid of the next phone bill. 635 msges in 15 days, an avg of 47 per day when it should only be 17. Ahhhhhh. Please call me instead~

fail amath ahhhhhh.

What A stupid nightmare..

2009-08-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

HEYHO.

I suddenly remembered that I wanted to post about my dream yesterday. (sounds stupid, but It's a NIGHTMARE!)

Dreamt of Chucky appearing on a front cover of a magazine, and my dearest sister kept shoving it in my face, (or something..), then I kinda threw it out, but when I woke up (in the dream), it was on my bed. HAHAHA. Okay, then.. the picture somehow miraculously became my phone's wallpaper (probably with credits to my sister..) then phoof! It ended.

What kind of dream was that, hahaha, I don't normally get to remember dreams, but somehow, this was stuck, and thankfully, I don't remember what damn Chucky looked like on the magazine and in my phone, HAHAHAHAHA. That's so stupid. I suspect that I dreamt of it only cos I saw it in T.O.P's room in BIGBANG TV ytd night.

hohoho, super retarded.

anyway, I feel sad. Missed out on the dinner yesterday (they happily called to kajiao me and make me feel apologetic, hahaha, thanks for the thought! >:D ) , haha, mean people. SRX claimed that they were waiting for me to start dinner, SO SORRY, I LOVE YOU GUYS, HAHAHA. And Wynne damn cool, she said she missed me, HAHAHAHA, too long never talk already. Then XY said she had urge for mahjong, I'm confined to the house, sads, I wonder if they're meeting tonight.. ):

hmm, and I couldn't go eat subway too, sorry..

100TH TWEET.

2009-08-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I want to finish Art Paper 1 asap, :c

MT Results on Tues. -crossfingers-

I.. have alot to say. Yet..

2009-08-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you,
I find it hard to take.

Hmmm, I pray for the best.

I want out, please.

Updates through twitter. Refraining.

MT O' Level Over! ~

2009-07-22T23:58:00.002+08:00

Blogger's layout screwed. LOL.

Anyhoo, MT's officially over. Unless I suaysuay get a *ahem* unsatisfactory grade. :D

Which I hope I won't. (:

TTH is sick. Damn jealous. The grass is so always greener on the other side. -laughs-
I had my turn, so I should be contented. hahahahhahahaha.

-wish my temp could be higher. been as low as 35.9 ever since my fever was gone-

nightstudy tmllllll~

cough, flu.

2009-07-17T13:41:00.003+08:00

Sniffs, at least the fever is gone. Down to a considerably alright 37.2 I guess.

M1's got 2 days elearn! :O

On MC for 2 days, pretty much slept on Thurs, supposed to be doing some productive stuffs today.

Crazy roadworks downstairs, I can't sleep. >:(

Anw, TTH came to pass me amath ws and we talked with a door between us, for 30 mins. HAH, precautions! I'm sick, you know. (:

Should be fine since fever's gone. But cough gets bad enough to hurt my throat. Minor flu. Ahhh, I thought I had a great immune system. |:

Add-On: Swear I'm gonna eat 2 pc chicken the moment I'm well, heheheheheheh. :D

2009-07-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

Strepsils doesn't work, at least for me. I got scammed by 7-11. Blew my saving plan on it. Bah.

they're on mc. should I take mc too?

Edit: Happy Birthday, BFF. :D

so I haven't been updating..

2009-07-13T01:55:00.003+08:00

Been busy! :D

Caught up with my group of BESTIES AND BFFs (LOL!) on Youth Day, celebrated our youth with very youthful stuffs. Hahahahha. Had lotsa fun.

Oh, and I had a very FRUIT-ful week, thanks to my BFF#2. :B

Today was fun too! :D

(looks like I've been having alot of fun. But HEY! Just post about what's fun mah! :P )

Went to find presents around afternoon with Khang and Wang, had a crazy time laughing. :D

Then, was at Republic Poly for Opera Performance. Went to support HUIXIAN! :D HAHAHA. Weird in the sense that not alot of Sec4s were there. :x

Very bad case of camwhoring today. With Wang&Wong. Hahahaha, pictures another day, cam's low bat.

So we had dinner, and we gossiped, and I reached home at 11plus. Hohohoho.

I.. really don't know.

no more distinction..

2009-07-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

Totally screwed MT Orals. T.T

Knew my doom was imminent the moment the examiner said " 2010 ", shit the setter for O lvl MT. Shit them. How could they repeat questions!!

Guess I'm the type who believes in " Lightning never strikes the same place twice. "

>:(

Oh wheef, they're placing down payment soon. Can't wait, just can't wait. :D

shall decide on colours first. HAHAHAHAH.

yawn.

2009-07-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

Feel like sleeping. Lack of sleep these days. ):

Been sleeping in classes. ):<

Got surprised by the sight of both my most adored babies in Mom's room. :D

Daryl's still here. Joshua went off. Cuteness xinfinity! ((((:

It's exhausting to keep up with Daryl. Keeps running about!

Eng Paper 1 revealed today. Same marks for both components. Not anticipating Paper 2's results. Think I'd flunk summary.

I'm tired. Should turn in early tonight.

Gotta shift gears now, still taking time off to slack. STUDY! :D

good evening!

2009-06-29T18:51:00.001+08:00

Imma good girl.

As if.

Never knew eggs could explode. Off to eat dinner!

bbq again.

2009-06-28T01:32:00.002+08:00

So it was the Percussion bbq today. Noisy bunch of people, that's all of us together.

A qualified percussionist would have:

a) fell down with a drum/on the field or during band practice.

b) pulled away someone's chair when they're about to sit. or have their chair pulled away.

c) be very buay paiseh and super thick-skinned.

d) loves the camera.

HAAHAHHA, most of us qualifies, maybe not the juniors, but soon, give them a few more months.

Seniors are all moving on! ): Who's gonna be there the next bbq? After we graduate, will we still go back? Boo.

Anyhoo, reached home earlier than yesterday. Gonna upload the unglamities on FB now. ;D

I'm someone who needs friends. If I were alone, I don't think I can survive. Or it could be me who's just not strong enough.

Hold on, jess.

the USUALS!

2009-06-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha, so we had our usuals' bbq today. Super last minute with the pit only confirmed yesterday and last minute purchase of food@shengshiong and preparing@jor's house.

But it was fun, haha, with 7(?) people in the kitchen and jordyn caring more about her dog, which lulu said was bimbo cos it's a poodle. Cute what, a squirming mass of fur. :D

Bought too much food, but leftovers got poisoned by ants, so we threw everything away. I wonder what happened to the chips.. hahah, did anyone eat it?

My family is super zai.

I reached home around 1, no one was around.

Mom&sis came home at 2.

Dad just reached ten minutes ago.

Brother isn't even coming back. At BBQ too.

Now we know where the coming-home-late gene came from. Hmmm. :F

All Over Again! :D

2009-06-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

Oh well, holidays' ending soon. Not that it was much of a holiday. Gonna make full use of the last 3 days for some fun and homework! :D

Cheers!

note: skin looks weird.. hmm.

anyway, I TWEET! :D